national honor society

Well I didn't make it into the National honors society as I had been trying to do. That darn Open Heart Surgery exam was my demise. I scored only an 85 on it and it made me miss being nominated for the national honor society by .25%. I know that I should be happy with the high score I have achieved but this was my time to shine, for my sake and no one else's and I let myself down. Not sure why I am so hard on myself. I have never been that hard on myself before. Oh well.